Warts and All

Life is about choices. With knowledge and forethought any consequences from actions you take are mistakes you’ve chosen to make. In life people are always telling you what to do, what to wear, who to be. People stopped trying to change me when I turned twelve. This was the age I decided I couldn’t rely on anyone but myself. There’s no one in this world that you can truly depend on other than yourself, because fundamentally people will always let you down.

Independence is something that I have always valued in myself. Being dependent on someone can only lead to disappointment and heartbreak. I have built up walls around myself in order to protect everything that makes me, me. When I let my mum in, she walked out, or got drunk, or screamed at me and my sisters for things that weren’t our fault. I let my grandpa in…. well that’s a story I still can’t even tell people. I let friends in. Some walked away, some intentionally hurt me, Hailey died. Guys I trusted, well the two I’ve ever fallen in love with, one cheated with my best friend, the other knocked a girl up and cut me out of his life to appease her. You can’t trust anyone in this world because they leave, let you down, or hurt you. That’s just the way life is. Don’t get me wrong I’m not depressed or anything, I’m just a realist who believes in making her own happiness.

When things go wrong in my life I shut down. I don’t let people in because chances are they have about zero idea what it is that I’m going through. People constantly ask me about Hailey, but how could they really understand what’s going on inside my head on a day-by-day basis? And I’m not the only one feeling this way, we all are. Its like there’s a giant, gaping vortex inside my chest. It never really closes, constantly sucking every good thought or feeling away to the point where I am physically holding myself together to keep from breaking down. Most days I can keep it close to closed, but that’s just the good days. On the bad days nothing makes sense and I can’t hold it together. This is where people struggle to understand what it is to lose someone that you love. I am numb. Always numb. I don’t let people in because it hurts too much to lose someone and I know what I can take and what I cant. I’ve been pushed to my limit, gotten through it, but I can’t do it again. So when things go wrong for me this is my pattern. Shut down, ignore the world and try to come to terms with what ever is going on in my own time. This is my process. I don’t share because there is absolutely no chance of anyone understanding what’s going on with me. That is unless you knew Hailey. I wouldn’t wish what I go through on a daily basis on my worst enemy.

People may think that this is an unhealthy way to deal with emotions. It’s not healthy because its not how normal people deal with things. Well here’s a news flash for you all. I’m not normal. I never have been and I never will be. Using guilt trips and trying to force me to confide in you will only push me further away. Telling me that the way I deal with things is unhealthy will only make me angry. This is me. This is how I deal with everything. I don’t focus on the past, I hate rehashing every little part of an argument or bad thing that happens to me. I push it aside, learn from it, and then move on. I look to the future and stop living in the past. If you can’t handle this, if you think my outlook is wrong, that’s fine. That’s your opinion and you’re entitled to it. But I’m allowed to live my life the way I see fit. And if that clashes with your ideas of how I should live my life then this is where we part ways. I can live a happy and full life with the exact number of people I call friends right now. I can count my real friends on two hands. These people get me completely. They know when I’m angry I need at least three days to calm down before I can see logic or reason. They know that when I’m having a Hailey day to just let me be, or play "cha cha slide" and see if that cheers me up, if it doesn’t just back away and leave me be. These people know that the best way to cheer me up is to let me solve someone else’s problems, or to yell at me to get my bitch pants on and say screw the world. You might not like the way I live my life but its mine to live as I see fit. You might think I’m making mistakes but they are mine to make. How does anyone learn unless they are allowed to make a few mistakes in life?  So here’s my message to everyone out there trying to tell me what to do right now. Just stop. You’re only making the situation worse and frankly you’re making me question why I was even friends with you in the first place.  Just give me space to deal with my life, as you so correctly and rudely pointed out, I’m kind of a mess right now. But I don’t need you trying to help me. I’m perfectly fine on my own. So shut up and keep your opinions about my life to yourself. You don’t see me telling you how to live.

I’m happy, as happy as I can be, but you meddling in my life only makes me angry and resentful. So just stop. Please. This is me, warts and all, and I’m not going to change for anyone.

A Pirates Life... In New Caledonia

So my jet setting readers I've just returned from another epic adventure. This time it was the tropical climate of New Caledonia. I visited Noumea, Lifou and Isle of Pines, so let me break it down for you on wheres the best place to be for each island you head to.

Noumea:

This island is for the relaxing or adventurous type depending on what you've come on this trip for. We did a little of both. Waking up early from our P&O cruise ship we headed to the main passenger terminal for a little bit of shopping. They take AUD and US Dollar along with the official currency Pacific Franc. For those of you playing at home add two zero's to the aussie dollar to convert it for you (i.e $1 = $100 francs) We got our passports stamped at the post office and got a round ticket on the bus service for only $5 AUD and then headed for our planned excursion. A Zodiac ride to DUCK ISLAND!

For those of you unaware of the awesomeness that is a Zodiac, its basically a speed boat with barely enough room to sit down let alone hold on. You speed off doing the water version of wheelies hanging on for dear life and having a ball. When you get over to Duck Island they issue you with a beach lounge table and umbrella where you can lounge around on a private island enjoying the sun. Snorkeling here is a must but wear reef shoes the coral will kill your feet. Its better if you bring your own bottle of water and potentially something to eat because food here is crazy expensive and will set you back quite a bit. We spent 3 hours sunning ourselves and wading in the water before it was time to head off. Ladies do yourself a favour and don't try shopping. Its all crap.

Lifou:

When you get to the island there isn't a whole lot to do. We went to the look out about 2km up the road. It is a fair hike in the scorching heat so wear light clothes and take water. The steps up to the church look out are incredibly steep and you will have to stop half way up and catch your breath but the view is amazing and totally worth it. Just down from the look out on the left is a beautiful lagoon perfect for snorkeling. Again you do need reef shoes the coral reefs are protected and if you cut yourself its a trek back to any sort of help. Here we saw our first sea turtle and we named him Crush. Once in a life time experiences on this trip.

Isle of Pines:

This was by far my favourite place we stopped. Island paradise doesn't quite cover it. The sand is soft and white, the water is clear and either blue or green. You can see right to the bottom. Here we did a 3 hour boat ride around the islets and lagoons. If you get the chance DO THIS TOUR. You will see things you may never get to experience again. First we went for a brief cruise around the outskirts of the island, stopping at the mountains, brush island and several other islets.

 Then we went to see the barrier reef surrounding the island. Its so clear here that you can see the animal life that dwells just below the surface. I got up close and personal with a sting ray, not something I ever want to try again by the way!

 Then we headed to a sand bar in the middle of the reef. This can only be described as paradise in a nutshell. There are no trees or animals anywhere. The tide sweeps in from both sides of the sand bar but its shallow enough that you can walk from one end to the other. Relaxation is key here i cannot stress that enough. 

After a brief 25 minutes of sun baking and wading in the pristine waters we took off on our boat again this time headed to Turtle Bay to try our luck at spotting some long head turtles. Luck was with us!! We named this one Squirt and I even got to hold him. One more thing I get to cross off my bucket list.

Personally I wouldn't do a cruise again. Even though it was nice to be in our room straight away I do prefer flying that way you can be on an island for days at a time rather than hours. Thanks to P&O for the amazing experiences.

Also a word to the wise they speak French on these islands so here's a few words for you.

Bonjour = Hello

Au Revoir = Goodbye

Merci = Thank-you

Parlez-vous anglais = Do you speak English?

Thanks all for now folks, America in 5 months and counting, So take a trip to the tropics, build on your tan and have fun and remember if you don't enjoy yourself... Music Made Me Do It!

Part Two

Everything written here is only lightly based on real life... you can't read too much into things...

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In her head she was going over the last few moments. He was cute, that was a given, her smile seemed to charm him, but more importantly his eyes. There was something in his eyes that made her feel different, after all the eyes were the gateway to the soul in her opinion. Heading over to her station she kept thinking about their meet cute, kind of perfect really, something out of a movie. She tried very hard to press out the creases in her uniform as she rushed to meet her manager. Sarah seemed abnormally pissed off at her, she was normally a few minutes late due to school or her sisters driving her nuts so why was Sarah so bent out of shape today?

“Riley seriously do you always have to be this late?” She asked.

“Sorry Sarah class ran late today I got here as quick as I could. What’s so important about today anyway?”

“The new refit team is here and I have to take them on a tour of the shop to see which department they want to start in first, and now you’ve made me late.” She said exasperatedly rolling her eyes at Riley as she left.

“Sorry Sarah, send them my way if they are put out ill work my charm with them I promise!” Riley smirked as she saw the faint hint of a smile in the corner of her mouth.

“Oh you can bet I will, these guys apparently love a good party and we have to be hospitable, you’re the first stop on this tour I’m giving ha ha.”

Riley sat back down in front of the phones and pulled out her homework, tonight she had a lot of Philosophy and English Lit to get through before class tomorrow and work would have to put up with her doing it while answering the phones and handing out number tickets to customers trying on clothing. Opening up a book on Plato she sunk into a world of ethics and morality for the next few hours she was intent on being Plato’s bitch. Apparently kismet had other plans. It only took ten minutes for Sean to come and find her, leaning against the doorway he watched her reading, like she was no longer a part of the world. He cleared his throat to get her attention.

“You know you’re actually supposed to do work when you’re at work right?” he chuckled, all the while with a cheeky grin on his face. Riley looked up from her book and smiled back at Sean.

“Well if they didn’t have me working everyday while I’m doing my exams I wouldn’t have to study at work now would I?”

“So you work every day and you’re at school fulltime as well? That’s an awful lot to take on, when do you possibly find the time to have a life?”

Riley looked Sean up and down, this was his was of determining if she was involved with anyone, being the independent person she was, there was no way she was going to hand over that information without torturing him a bit first.

“My life is incredibly full, but a lot of it is social more than anything else, why do you ask Sean?” He shifted his weight unevenly after she asked, biting the corner of his mouth, she was making him uneasy with how forward she was. That made her feel more comfortable, as bad as it was to say.

“Just wondering if you were always this busy or if maybe you had enough time to come to a party we’re having tomorrow night, it’s kind of a welcome to Bendigo party for us.”
“Who’s us?”

“Me and Ben. Pretty much everyone from work is coming, so do you think you’ll make it?” Riley eyed Sean playfully wondering how long she could torture him for before it became fruitless.

“I might be able to make the time, maybe, if you’re lucky.”

“Good,” he replied, smile widening, “But that invite is only for you, so please don’t bring anyone with you.” He turned and began to walk away when Sarah stopped him.

“There you are Sean,” she exclaimed “I see you found the one girl in this place who parties harder than all of us combined.” Sarah laughed and smiled at Riley in the most knowing way possible.

“You’re just jealous because I drank you under the table at the Christmas party last year.”

“That might be so but at least I didn’t end up dancing on top of the tables and being escorted out by security with no shoes on.”
“Standard Saturday night for me really.”

Ben and Sean laughed cautiously, not knowing if Sarah and Riley were being serious. Riley was not one to ever be ashamed of her past, present or future. She walked on the wild side every day simply because she never wanted to live with regrets or wonder what if. Every day was an adventure to her, stepping out of her comfort zone and taking life ‘by the balls’ as she would say.

Sean and Ben were still looking at her in amusement. Finally Ben spoke, “Sounds like tomorrow night might be one for the record books then.”

“That’s if I make an appearance Ben, still undecided on that front.” Sean looked at her meaningfully hoping that a look could convey what he wanted to say.

“Well we have some planning to do Riley so I’ll come by later and check on things before close.” Sarah said walking away.

“No dramas, nice meeting you guys, see you soon.”

Just as she was about to head out the door an announcement came over the entire shop, making her jump from shock. “Goodnight Riley, promise me you’ll come tomorrow night.” It was Sean, trying to make some sort of grand gesture by abducting the microphone in the fitting rooms. She rolled her eyes at his craziness and went to walk out the back door. This time it was Sharon who stopped her, “Made quite the impression on that one today didn’t you?” she said with a smile across her face.

“I only spoke to the guy for like ten minutes it’s not my fault I’m irresistible.” Riley responded all the while flipping her hair over her shoulder like it happens everyday. She walked toward a waiting car and took off into the night, wondering what tomorrow might bring her.

Everyone Has A Story...

Everyone has a story. The story that defines them, gives who they are at this very moment meaning. Mine is just the same as everyone else’s, only with a little more heartbreak, a few secrets and a lot of shame. Naturally it starts with a boy.

2006

Running late for work was somewhat normal for Riley, always having way too many things going on in her life to keep to a schedule. Running through the busy shopping center almost at work she was rummaging into her bright green over sized handbag for a hair tie. Her straight chocolate brown hair was all over the place this afternoon and she needed to get it out of her eyes. Pulling her back into a messy ponytail she made eye contact with Sharon, the door greeter, who gave her a disapproving look only a mother type can.

“Late again I see young lady” she called as Riley went tearing past her at a brisk jog.

“Keeps life interesting for you though doesn’t it,” she laughed turning her head back at the disapproving Sharon. Never watching where she was going Riley ran smack into a very hard someone. Almost face planting into the lino floor she was caught under the arms by the hard somebody who she nearly took down with her.

As she was helped back to her feet she took in the character before her. Two men standing next to each other, one with styled orange hair with blonde streaks gelled into place in messy tufts. He was taller than the second boy and rake thin, peering at Riley over the rims of his glasses. The second guy was shorter, more toned, short brown hair with highlights and blue eyes that sunk right into her soul. Something inside her woke up, in that instant she didn’t quite care that her manager was paging her to her station, already ten full minutes late for work.

“You ok?” the shorter guys asked her, arm still supporting her.

“Yeah fine, sorry completely my fault I’m running late, as always.” She smiled her signature smile and flicked the remaining hair out of her face. “I’m Riley by the way. You guys must be new I haven’t seen you working here before.”

“I’m Ben and this is Sean.” The red head informed her holding out his hand. Riley smiled and shook it gingerly, all the while her eyes locked with Sean. He was staring just as intensely at her as she was at him.

“I have to get running before they threaten to fire me again, it was nice meeting you both.” She said as she began to walk away.

“Hey wait up a second,” Sean yelled after her as she half ran to clock on, “What area are you working in tonight??” He asked.

“The fitting rooms, come find me later.” She answered with a wink, continuing to run into the back offices to drop off her bag.

Things That Make You Go Oooohhhhh......

Every year I post my spring playlist for you. It's basically the worlds most amazing playlist that doesn't have a single song on it that you don't want to listen to. This year my playlist has just over 300 songs on it, but thats not going to stop me from posting the whole thing on here for you!!

Enjoy music lovers!

Airplanes (feat. Hayley Williams)B.o.B

All This Love (Radio Edit) Similou

Allow Me to Introduce Myself... Mr. Right The White Tie Affair

Alright Hot Chelle Rae

Amelia Tonight Alive

Anyone But You Alexz Johnson

Anywhere Else     Olly Murs

Are We All We Are Pink

Are You Gonna Go My Way    Lenny Kravitz

Are You Happy Now? Michelle Branch

Awesome (feat. Pusha-T) XV

B.o.B (Feat. Taylor Swift) - Both Of Us  

Baby Got Back Sir Mix-a-Lot

Baby One More Time Britney Spears

Bailamos Enrique Iglesias

The Ballad of Mona Lisa Panic! At the Disco

Bass Down Low (feat. Tinie Tempah & The Cataracs)

Battle Scars (feat. Lupe Fiasco) Guy Sebastian

Be Mine!     Robyn

Beautiful Freaks Hot Chelle Rae

Beggin' On Your Knees Victoria Justice & Victorious Cast

Better Than Revenge Taylor Swift

Big In Japan Martin Solveig & Dragonette

Blah Blah Blah (feat. 3OH!3) Ke$ha

Blow (Cirkut Remix) Ke$ha

Blue Jeans Lana Del Rey

Borderline (Vocal Club Mix) Michael Gray & Shelly Poole

Break My Stride Bluelagoon

Breakeven The Script

Breaking & Entering Tonight Alive

Breathe (2 AM) Anna Nalick

Brick By Boring Brick Paramore

Bring It (Snakes On A Plane) Cobra Starship

Brokenhearted Karmin

Bullseye Aly & AJ

Buses And Trains [Radio Edit] Bachelor Girl

But It's Better If You Do          Panic! At the Disco

C'est la Vie (Radio Edit)          B*Witched

California Gurls (feat. Snoop Dogg)     Katy Perry

Call My Name                  Cheryl

Cartoon Heroes (Radio Edit)          Aqua

Celebrate (feat. Pharrell Williams)    MIKA

Cha Cha Slide         Countdown Mix Masters - Hailey's Song

Chasing Lights The Saturdays

Chemicals React [Remix] Aly & AJ

Cirque dans la rue Plain White T's

Closer Daylight Hours

Closing Time Semisonic

Cobrastyle Robyn

Crazier Taylor Swift

Crazy Bitch Buckcherry

Cupid's Chokehold (feat. Patrick Stump) Gym Class Heroes

Damn, I Wish I Was Your Lover Sophie B. Hawkins

Dancing In the Moonlight (2001 Remix) Toploader

Definitely Maybe Daylight Hours

Defying Gravity Glee Cast

Die Young Ke$ha

Dirty Little Secret The All-American Rejects

Dirty Picture Taio Cruz & Ke$ha

Disaster (Single) Jojo

Disturbia Rihanna

Do-Do's & Woah-Ohs Kisschasy

Domino Jessie J

Don't Let Me Stop You Kelly Clarkson

Drive Away The Sundance Kids

Drops Of Jupiter Train

Drunk Ed Sheeran

Dynamite Taio Cruz

E.T. Katy Perry

Earthquake (feat. Tinie Tempah)            Labrinth

Every Morning Sugar Ray

Every Time You Lie Demi Lovato

Everybody (Backstreet's Back) Backstreet Boys

Everybody Get Up Five

Everything You Want Vertical Horizon

Everywhere Michelle Branch

F**k You Cee Lo Green

F**kin' Perfect P!nk

Fast Car Taio Cruz

Fighter          Christina Aguilera

The Fighter (feat. Ryan Tedder) Gym Class Heroes

Finally Falling Victoria Justice & Victorious Cast

Five Minutes To Midnight Boys Like Girls

Fly On The Wall                 Miley Cyrus

For You I Will                  Teddy Gieger

Forever & Always          Taylor Swift

Freak the Freak Out                          Victoria Justice & Victorious Cast

Free          Natalia Kills

Funhouse                          Pink

Fun           Amy Meredith

Genie in a Bottle               Christina Aguilera

Get Back                  Demi Lovato

Get It Started (feat. Shakira)         Pitbull

Give Me Everything (feat. Ne-Yo, Afrojack & Nayer) Pitbull

Give Me Love          Ed Sheeran

Gives You Hell (Glee Cast Version) Glee Cast

Glad You Came The Wanted

Good Day Jewel

Good Girls Go Bad (feat. Leighton Meester) Cobra Starship

Good Time - Owl City, Carly Rae Jepsen

Goodbye To You Michelle Branch

The Great Escape Boys Like Girls

Guitar String / Wedding Ring Carly Rae Jepsen

Hate On Me Glee Cast

Haunted Taylor Swift

Haven't Met You Yet Michael Bublé

Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Remix) Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Heard It All Illy

Heart Skips a Beat (feat. Rizzle Kicks) Olly Murs

Heels Over Head Boys Like Girls

Hello Karmin

Hey Stephen Taylor Swift

Hey There Delilah Plain White T's

Hey, Soul Sister Train

Hit the Lights          Selena Gomez & The Scene

Hoedown Throwdown - Miley Cyrus - Don't pretend like you don't love it!

Honestly                Hot Chelle Rae

Hot Mess          Cobra Starship

How Sweet It Is Michael Paynter

Hundred Million Dollar Soul Kate Voegele

I Am Killing Heidi

I Don't Want To Wait Paula Cole

I Knew You Were Trouble Taylor Swift

I Like to Dance Hot Chelle Rae

I Love It          Icona Pop

I Miss You Hannah Montana

I Want It All Kat Graham

I Want It That Way          Backstreet Boys

I Want You To Want Me Cheap Trick

I Write Sins Not Tragedies Panic! At the Disco

I'm Still Here John Rzeznik

I’m Still Hot Luciana

Ice Ice Baby Vanilla Ice

If I Fall The White Tie Affair

If I Had You Adam Lambert

If I Never See Your Face Again (Feat. Cross) Maroon 5

If It's Love Leah Haywood

If Only Hanson

In My Eyes (Rufio Cover) Tonight Alive

In the Summertime            Thirsty Merc

Iris                  Goo Goo Dolls

                  Ironic                    Alanis Morrissette

It Ends Tonight The All-American Rejects

Jar Of Hearts Christina Perri

Jet Lag (feat. Natasha Bedingfield) Simple Plan

Jump Kris Kross 

Jump Around House of Pain

             Just Another Day Jesse McCartney

Just Dance Lady Gaga Feat. Colby O'Donis

Just The Way You Are (Glee Cast Version) Glee Cast

Keep Holding On Glee Cast

King And Lionheart Of Monsters And Men

Kiss Me Quick Amy Meredith

Kryptonite 3 Doors Down

La La Land Demi Lovato

Landslide  [feat. Gwyneth Paltrow]      Glee Cast

Larger Than Life Backstreet Boys

LaserLight (feat. David Guetta) Jessie J

Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) Katy Perry

Leave the Pieces The Wreckers

Leavin' Jesse McCartney

Lego House Ed Sheeran

Let Go (feat. Emeli Sandé) Tinie Tempah

Let Me Love You (UYLLY)               Ne-Yo

Levels Avicii

Liberty Walk Miley Cyrus

Life Is a Highway Rascal Flatts

Light Up The World Glee Cast

Like a G6 (feat. Cataracs & Dev) Far East Movement

Like Whoa Aly & AJ

Linger The Cranberries

Listening Tonight Alive

Little Adam Kate Miller-Heidke

Little Bad Girl (feat. Taio Cruz & Ludacris) David Guetta

Live While We're Young One Direction

Livin' on a prayer Bon Jovi

Livin' La Vida Loca Ricky Martin

Lolita                The Veronicas

Loser Like Me                  Glee Cast

Lost Without Each Other                           Hanson

Love Don't Let Me Go [Joachim Garraud & David Guetta Club Mix] David Guetta & The Egg

Love Drunk Boys Like Girls

Love Game Lady Gaga

Love Song Sara Bareilles

Love the Fall Michael Paynter

Love the Way You Lie Eminem & Rihanna

Love You Like a Love Song Selena Gomez & The Scene

Lying Amy Meredith

Marry You Bruno Mars

Maybe 3:26 Sick Puppies

Me Against The Music (Glee Cast Version) Glee Cast

Me and You Daylight Hours

Miami 2 Ibiza Tinie Tempah & Swedish House Mafia

Mind Your Manners (feat. Travie McCoy & Icona Pop) Chiddy Bang

Misery Maroon 5

Misery Business Paramore

Mmmbop          Hanson

Moon Dance Michael Bublé

Move Along The All-American Rejects

Moves Like Jagger (feat. Christina Aguilera) Maroon 5

Mr. Jones Counting Crows

My Favourite Thing Tonight Alive

My Immortal Evanescence

My Life Would Suck Without You          Kelly Clarkson

Na Na Superchic[k]

Need You Now Lady Antebellum

Never Have I Ever Hot Chelle Rae

Next To You Buckcherry

Nice Guys Finish Last Cobra Starship

Not Over You Gavin DeGraw

Nothing Compares 2 U Sinead O'Connor

O Yeah          End Of Fashion

Ocean Avenue          Yellowcard

Oh Oh Guy Sebastian

Oh Yeah Big Time Rush

On The Line (Feat. Jonas Brothers) Demi Lovato

One          U2

One And Only          Superchic[k]

One Good Love          Rascal Flatts

One Girl Revolution Superchic[k]

Only Yours Mandy Moore

Open Your Eyes Snow Patrol

Over My Head (Cable Car) The Fray

Paparazzi          Lady Gaga

Part of Me Katy Perry

Party In The U.S.A Miley Cyrus

Permanent December Miley Cyrus

Pick Up Your Tricks Amy Meredith

Playa Boi          Cher Lloyd

Pound the Alarm Nicki Minaj

Potential Breakup Song Aly & AJ

Pretend To Be Nice Josie & The Pussycats

Primadonna Marina and The Diamonds

Pumped Up Kicks          Foster the People

Put Your Graffiti On Me Kat Graham

Que Sera Hannah Montana

Queen of the Scene Hot Chelle Rae

R.I.P. (feat. Tinie Tempah) Rita Ora

Raise Your Glass P!nk

Reason To Sing Tonight Alive

Rolling In The Deep Adele

Rooftop to the Street Tonight Alive

Rumor Has It Adele

Safe & Sound [feat. The Civil Wars] Taylor Swift

Save The Last Dance For Me Michael Bublé

Save Tonight Eagle Eye Cherry

Say You Like Me We The Kings

Say You'll Be There Spice Girls

Semi-Charmed Life          Third Eye Blind

Shake It Metro Station

She Wants to Move N.E.R.D

Show Me How You Burlesque Christina Aguilera

Show Me Love Robyn S

Shut Up & Drive Rihanna

Shut Up and Let Me Go The Ting Tings

Silhouettes (Original Radio Edit) Avicii

Sleazy Ke$ha

Slide Goo Goo Dolls

Slow Down Aly & AJ

Smells Like Teen Spirit Nirvana

Smile             Avril Lavigne

Some Nights Fun.

Some of Us Starsailor

Something More Aly & AJ

Song 2 You Victoria Justice & Victorious Cast

Sorry Buckcherry

Spectrum (Say My Name) [Calvin Harris Remix] Florence + The Machine

Spin Around Josie & The Pussycats

Starlight Tonight Alive

Starstrukk (featuring Katy Perry) 3OH!3

Stay Lisa Loeb

Stephen Ke$ha

Stereo Hearts (Ft. Adam Levine) Gym Class Heroes

Story Of A Girl Nine Days

Sunday Morning Maroon 5

Supermassive Black Hole Muse

Swagger Jagger Cher Lloyd

Sympathy Goo Goo Dolls

Take It Off Ke$ha

Tangled Up In Me Skye Sweetnam

Tearin' Up My Heart *NSYNC

Tears And Rain James Blunt

Teenage Dirtbag Wheatus

Teenage Dream Katy Perry

Teeth Lady Gaga

Ten Times Better Tonight Alive

Thank You Jamelia

That's Not My Name The Ting Tings

This Time Around Hanson

A Thousand Miles Vanessa Carlton

A Thousand Years Christina Perri

Thriller / Heads Will Roll Glee Cast

TiK ToK Ke$ha

Today Was a Fairytale Taylor Swift

Tokyo (Vampires and Wolves) The Wombats

Tonight Tonight Hot Chelle Rae

Trainwreck Demi Lovato

Two Is Better Than One Boys Like Girls

Unbelievable EMF

Unwritten Natasha Beddingfield

Up Remix The Saturdays

Valerie Glee Cast

Vegas Girl Conor Maynard

Virtual Insanity Jamiroquai

Wake Up Call Maroon 5

Walk of Shame Pink (I swear it's been written about me)

Walking On Sunshine Aly & AJ

Want U Back Cher Lloyd

Waste My Time Alexz Johnson

Waterfalls TLC

We Are Young (feat. Janelle Monáe) Fun.

We Own the Night Young Men Society

We R Who We R Ke$ha

Wet Hot American Summer Cobra Starship

What A Girl Wants Christina Aguilera

What Hurts the Most Rascal Flatts

What I Go to School For          Busted

What the Hell Avril Lavigne

What to Do Demi Lovato

Whatever          Hot Chelle Rae

When I Get You Alone Thickee

When I Grow Up The Pussycat Dolls

Where Is The Love? The Black Eyed Peas Feat. Justin Timberlake

White Lines Alexz Johnson

Who Will Save Your Soul Jewel

Wikked Lil' Grrrls Esthero

Wild At Heart Birds of Tokyo

Wisemen James Blunt

Wonderland Natalia Kills

Wonderwall Oasis

Wreck Of The Day Anna Nalick

The Wreckoning Boomkat

Written In the Stars (feat. Eric Turner) Tinie Tempah

Wrong Feels So Right Carly Rae Jepsen

Yeah Yeah (D. Ramirez Radio Edit) Bodyrox featuring Luciana

A Year Without Rain Selena Gomez & The Scene

Yoü And I Lady GaGa

You Oughta Know Alanis Morissette

You're an Ocean Fastball

You're Gonna Love This          3OH!3

You're Still the One          Shania Twain

You're the Reason Victoria Justice & Victorious Cast

Your Love's a Drug          Leighton Meester

Hanging By A Moment (Acoustic) Lifehouse

Only Fooling Myself         Kate Voegele

7 Things Miley Cyrus

22          Taylor Swift

50 Ways to Say Goodbye Train

1983 Neon Trees

Hurt     Christina Aguilera

That's my playlist. Everything highlighted in BOLD you seriously need to download otherwise your life wont be complete. This is my playlist. If you have any questions about any of the artists mentioned here tweet me www.twitter.com/missfox18 or just leave a comment. I promise you wont be disappointed if you download anything I have here.

As always music lovers, tune out the world and focus on the beat, and remember...

MUSIC MADE ME DO IT!